New AIM/MSN

Soo… I got annoyed with my contact lists on both AIM and MSN. They were massive and I talked to maybe ten people in them, so I made myself a new email/aim account. Feel free to add me, folks.

Lenarian@hotmail.com or LenarianXx for AIM.

I feel  nice and fresh xDD A few friends made new messanger contacts and shit so it felt nice to get rid of one I’d had for yeaars. It had like 400 people on it, mang.

Anyway, Seattle was really fun. I was sick the entire time I was up there, so that was a downer.. But staying alone with Matthew was unf unf unf- Not that we did that, but it was fun okay!? D8<. PAX was kind of okay, I guess demo playing and shit just isnt’ for me xD. WoW Cataclysm looks fucking BADASS though ugh ugh I am so excited for it Dx..

Nothing to see here MOVE ALONG >[

That is a really not so good sketch that I did on oC last night with a buncha people, then o C kept breaking so I got fed up and quit D8<. Damn you, oC.  I plan to line it and stuff later.

Had a good weekend, again. I have like, jack all to write about, because once I’m in a good mood, it doesn’t go away for a long whiile xD. <3. I feel uh, cheery, and happy with myself, and all good with my friends. Of course there are still minor annoyances, but there always are in life, righht? … I’m going to crawl back into bed though because if there is one thing I am, it’s tired.

It’s a new life, for me

And I’m feelin’ good~. I listen to too much Muse. >>;.

Really happy, really optomistic, feeling better.. Yea. I’m happy.

Come and Get it!

GHSfgsdgfgf uggh oh my god. This is gonna be a whiney one, don’t read it unless you ..for some craazy reason wanna hear me bitching about my poor health.

I HAVE BEEN SO SICK FOR THE LAST THREE DAYS UGHH.. Two days ago, I think it was? I spent like. .ngnh, 4am-11am sitting in front of the toliet wishing I could just die or go to the hospital or something. Then finally my Mama offered to take me to the hospital yesterday and.. I sort of freaked out, and said no, cause hospitals scare the bejeezus out of me. My stomach has been giving me pure hell, and I dunno why. I haven’t been eating badly, I’ve barely been eating at all.

Haha, that’s why. I fucking ate. I ate like a sandwhich with some turkey on it and got hell for it. I feel better now. Mostly. I just keep popping Gravol until I sorta pass out. Sleeping is nice when you’re sick, but it gives me a headache. I hope I don’t develop a gravol addiction. Is that even possible? Ugh.

Despite being ill all the time, I’ve been in a good mood. It’s hard to be angry or sad when you’re just like “HGURKK *PUKE*” xDD;. I’m going to a wedding this weekendd.. Yaay.

Mmuh.. Anyone want to make hang out plans? Go to the mall? See a movie? I’M DESPERATE FOR INTERACTION HERE. D8 I’ve seen no human life for like ever because I’ve been in bed ;__;.

*..Pops more gravol* I need a bucket.,fhdsfhs

Pretty when you cry

Okay, that’s a creepy title, isn’t it? Woopsies. It’s a good song though- creepy, but good. I wonder if I’ve used it before?

Oh god, I am sore everywhere, wth. I’ve been thinking about starting to exercise routinely, like, going to the gym. I already play DDR and walk a lot and swim and shit, but if I do too much of any of them I get reaaal sore… So, if I like actually ‘work out’ I’ll be able to build up ENDURANCE! GASP.

Still gotta finish that picture for the wedding. The wedding that is on the 11th. This saturday. Oh God, I’m never going to finish. I don’t want to finish it, actually. :[.

OH WELL. I had a really good yesterday, especially after getting all that crap off my chest. <– I had written ‘happy crappy’ instead of ‘crap’. I then had to scold myself, because that’s the style of speech a character from The Stand uses. He dies. Terribly.

*Twirl*

Because…

I’m getting a few freckles (and sun burns) here and there, cause I’ve been out in the sun. I think only I notice them, though xDD. They’re cute, I guess. The sunburns, not so much. Mom dyed my hair… But instead of my usual red it’s this dark coppery… Weird colour. I look very different.

I haven’t been oh so healthy lately. I’ve been sleeping for hours, from like 3pm – 9pm every day, as well as like.. when I go to bed at 12am-12pm. Eating anything, again, makes me sick, and I keep waking up at like 2-3am feeling like I’m going to puke and die. I’ve been falling asleep on the bathroom floor cause I dont wanna puke on the carpet. >>; So, if I end up in the hospital again, LET’S HAVE A HOSPITAL PARTY. SRSLY. The last time I was there when I had friends visit, we were so fucking retarded xDDD.

Okay, onto something else…

So, my friend Katie, one of my best friends, told me I’d feel better if I wrote a lot. I don’t see a point in writing something and just having it sit there, so I figured… I’d post it on my blog. That makes sense, right? >> I think so. She doesn’t read this blog, but it’s not like any of this is about her anyway. And some of it’s shit she’s felt before too. It pertains to both of us, and then has some issues unrelated completely.

HAHAHA I contradicted myself within one paragraph up there. Shows what a clear thinker I am when I’m bothered. xD Wow.

I guess this is kind of a rant?

You think too highly of yourself.

Angry, so very, very angry.

Bringing the Rain

Birthday soon, also commencement soon, and I have to actually go to it now. Balls. Life’s good, but I’m not getting any healthier. Ze doctors say it’s just a virus but it’s been forrrrever and it’s getting worse. SWINE FLU?! ONOES. Haha, nah, I just have a crap immune system.

Didn’t go to AE this year, fuck D8< I should have. I really wanted too but I’m so lazy. Drag me to hell was an okay movie, still have not seen Star Trek. I fail as a fan ;~;.

@__@

Long, busy weekends, hrrk~. *Dies* Need time to draw.

I Don’t Sleep, Motherfucker~

So, life has been good. I’m too lazy to write posts, usually, but hey.  I don’t really have anything to complain about. Server wise, I sucked it up, and took a break, and now… I just don’t let any of those little things bother me. I’m not going to worry about being called cliquish or worry about feeling left out or worrying about other cliques- Cause hey, it’s all shit everyone does, right? It’s all good. I’m just happy lately.

Well, I’ve been sick for awhile. Some sort of hardcore kicking my ass cold. My eyes are blood shot, my nose keeps bleeding, my throat is sore as fuck, but it’s not as bad as it could be. My stomach hasn’t been acting up lately, which is really nice.

Grad, or.. prom, or whatever, was fucking amazing, I had a good time.

So yea, not going to my actual Grad, Grad. My parents don’t want to go, and all my friends that’ve gone to theirs have said it is the boringest waste of time ever. I’ll just pick up my diploma later.

Life’s good.